Holding on.

One emo session with one of the girls.

Listening to people and giving people advices make me realize that maintaining one relationship is hard. It is very hard.

You go through the process of arguing over petty things like "why didn't you call me once you reach home" or BIG things. It's unavoidable. No matter how much you hate it, IT WILL STILL HAPPEN.

I guess, that is what happen when you put people from Mars and Venus together.

But this is not the hardest thing. The hardest thing is to hold on. To think it will be okay in the end, and to give in your trust.

I know everyone is hoping for the my-love-life-is-simple. Nothing is simple. That is what I thought. Nothing can keep in track.

But the thing is, you don't give up once things are not in track. Hold on. Keep holding on.

There is one hardest point in my relationship when I nearly gave up and let go of it.

That point was the most painful and upset and whatever you call it, I have ever been.

To hold or not to hold on. I ask that question to myself a million times, and still, couldn't find the best answer. Ask me, till now, I couldn't believe that we actually manage to go through those hard times. I know it's still too early to say and there are more to come.

You never know what lies ahead you. You just have to embrace yourself and always prepare for the worst yet to happen.

You wouldn't understand one person completely even though you say you did, or so you THOUGHT you understand them, and one second they completely do something out of your expectation.

I guess, this is something we won't understand forever.

I'm not a love expert and I'm definitely not trying to be one. I say what I think. I say what I've been through.

Babe, hold on.

*you all please stuff these words back into my mouth when i'm dropping off the track k =P*